I'm tired, and also happy, but tired.

Well, I was able to go to the doctor, thankfully, and what I couldn't afford to pay right then they're going to send me on a bill. Which... I have no idea how I'm going to pay it, but that'll come up later. I have a feeling the antibiotics I'm on are causing a bit of an allergic reaction, but mostly I think it's the heat and all the pollen in the area. The upside is that the swelling that's been active and painful since over two years ago has gone down. It makes me wonder just how many minor infections are being "cleaned out" by the antibiotics, if anything it makes the price of everything a little bit worth it. I'm also disgustingly happy to be able to visit friends again. Most of all on a day like this where my mom was sure just to complain about the heat all day and send me out for more vodka. Tomorrow is mom's payday, so that means we'll have real food back in the house again. Right now though, I'm exausted.