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A note on jealousy:
Feb. 24th, 2010 05:43 amI really wonder just how bad a person I am for constantly being jealous of my friends.
It’s not their looks (though I do wish I looked different), or their intelligence (and I wish I was smart enough that my friends would stop treating me like an idiot sometimes), but it’s their standard of living.
Yes I’m going to mention situations, but not names, so hopefully this won’t blow anyone’s cover. The truth of the matter is I’ve nearly written this post about a dozen times in the past, but each time I talked myself out of it and just stuffed my feelings about it down. At this point though just thinking about one of the comments a friend said awhile back has me nearly seeing red, so I recognize that it’s not healthy and I need to vent.
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It’s not their looks (though I do wish I looked different), or their intelligence (and I wish I was smart enough that my friends would stop treating me like an idiot sometimes), but it’s their standard of living.
Yes I’m going to mention situations, but not names, so hopefully this won’t blow anyone’s cover. The truth of the matter is I’ve nearly written this post about a dozen times in the past, but each time I talked myself out of it and just stuffed my feelings about it down. At this point though just thinking about one of the comments a friend said awhile back has me nearly seeing red, so I recognize that it’s not healthy and I need to vent.
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