basilmemories | So update post for jan.

You may have noticed that if I've talked to you, I've been tired. This is true. Like I said before, the bank issue goes on, I need to file the final paper with my bank... but I haven't heard from the officer on the case. Nothing. I'm afraid that if I do file the next thing that will happen is that I get slapped with a court order saying I'm defrauding my bank. Not because I am, but because the officer might not feel that he needs to yanno look for the culprit who took my card information, but go with the person who knows the slightest bit about computers, even if said person can't program to save her life, and only just builds the damn things thankyouverymuch. It makes as much sense as assuming that a mechanic knows how to stunt-drive; what? They all can't?! but they both know about CARS right?

Exactly, it makes me want to beat my head into a wall. In the mean time I have to find a physical location to pay my metro pcs bill otherwise they're going to disconnect my service. Add to that the whole dealing with both of my jobs (one threatening to fire me unless I made it to one of the meetings to go over what I already knew, the other giving me weird days and never talking to the person I needed to to get hired in the branch that gives benefits) and the third point coming up... yeah, that little problem of mine cropped up. And I'm hoping to whomever that when I donated my innards to the porcelain god today that the red stuff was from the inside of my mouth, and not my damn stomach. I don't have the time, the money, or the energy to deal with any doctors.

But like I said, point three: apparently tomorrow we're having an inspection of the apartment. You know that list I posted a long time ago? Most of it is just barely tided up, and none of the things have gotten fixed. For god's sake mom REFUSED to scrub the one area of her room that I didn't touch last night, and this was after I was up till 2, and then up from 6 until now to work and clean and do laundry. Most of it in the rain. Yes, I organized her room, Black_magician was a saint and cleaned the kitchen, and sherry... didn't throw away important papers, I hope. Mom did garbage runs and complained until I almost snapped. This was not my normal grumbling I do people, I was seeing red at how ungrateful she was being and that she and her friend mainly talked while we did the actual work. So her not doing that one thing, but organizing a completely useless corner and covering up the problem? Nearly made me lose it. It took everything I had not to scream at her that if we lost the place, it was on her head.

So today I ended up sick at work. stress+rain-drenched working+mom being sick+more stress== Sick. And I couldn't get in touch with my boss to say, “hey I need to leave, I'm giving you the heads up”. And in the end said on her message, “since this is the third message and I don't want to leave without you knowing, I'm going to head out, I don't have much time left so I'm finishing up my shift. But the way I feel I don't know if I'm going to be in tomorrow, or Tuesday” So hopefully she gets the message and WON'T call at seven in the morning yelling at me.

I'm just hoping I don't have to work Wednesday; I just need a week free of people on my ass. I also want back rubs And cuddles. And a puppy while I'm at it.

So update post for jan.

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