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So today wasn’t the best day ever; and by that I mean I was just informed by my dear mother that I was lying and using a possible diagnosis to undermine the family… all two of us.
( But first, a bit of backstory and a confession )
But after that I seemed to be fine really; high-pitched noises were too piercing for me to stand and some lights seemed too bright, but I made it through the cleanup (as the kids were almost gone, he closed the counter early so we could clean) in one piece and got a ride home in a nice dark car with low voices and the assurance that I didn’t have to deal with anime on Monday night. I need to detox that night so I can see Ryuu the next day… also to burn things for her. I had to get some groceries from the store but that was fine considering it didn’t take too long.
When I got home was another matter( Main chunk of story, or ‘you know what they called co-dependancy before the term was invented? A FAMILY’. )
But why am I admitting this all in a place like a public post?
First of all; nobody reads this thing unless I mention porn, so I’m fairly sure this is going to go unnoticed. Secondly; I’m just plain tired of this shit, it’s been three days of emotional waste building up and if I don’t shout something about this at my ranting wall, I’m not going to be in a good mood when I see Ryuu, and she hasn’t done anything to even remotely deserve Emotionalwreck!Basil.
So to sum up; I’d ask Ryuu for cuddles, but I’m pretty sure her woman don’ want no skank ho touchin’ her. However porn mocking will more then do to make up for it.
( But first, a bit of backstory and a confession )
But after that I seemed to be fine really; high-pitched noises were too piercing for me to stand and some lights seemed too bright, but I made it through the cleanup (as the kids were almost gone, he closed the counter early so we could clean) in one piece and got a ride home in a nice dark car with low voices and the assurance that I didn’t have to deal with anime on Monday night. I need to detox that night so I can see Ryuu the next day… also to burn things for her. I had to get some groceries from the store but that was fine considering it didn’t take too long.
When I got home was another matter( Main chunk of story, or ‘you know what they called co-dependancy before the term was invented? A FAMILY’. )
But why am I admitting this all in a place like a public post?
First of all; nobody reads this thing unless I mention porn, so I’m fairly sure this is going to go unnoticed. Secondly; I’m just plain tired of this shit, it’s been three days of emotional waste building up and if I don’t shout something about this at my ranting wall, I’m not going to be in a good mood when I see Ryuu, and she hasn’t done anything to even remotely deserve Emotionalwreck!Basil.
So to sum up; I’d ask Ryuu for cuddles, but I’m pretty sure her woman don’ want no skank ho touchin’ her. However porn mocking will more then do to make up for it.
