On my new job.
Jun. 5th, 2009 04:42 pmI’m... not sure if I’m fond of my new boss or not, but at any point where you find yourself crying after you get home from work, it’s probably not a sign that one has a career in that field.
No it’s not that I don’t know how to do things, but it was a combination of messing up and being called on it, working on a few hours of sleep, getting treated like I’m an idiot after the messing up, AND getting mixed signals. ( I’m doing my best epic fail bitch impression )
I really hope this is just the “Starting a new job and feel like I’m worthless” depression that goes away in a week. More importantly, I hope I can finish up and act normal by the time mom gets home. Because god knows that if I’m honest, I’m just going to end up feeling even more like shit by the end of the evening.
No it’s not that I don’t know how to do things, but it was a combination of messing up and being called on it, working on a few hours of sleep, getting treated like I’m an idiot after the messing up, AND getting mixed signals. ( I’m doing my best epic fail bitch impression )
I really hope this is just the “Starting a new job and feel like I’m worthless” depression that goes away in a week. More importantly, I hope I can finish up and act normal by the time mom gets home. Because god knows that if I’m honest, I’m just going to end up feeling even more like shit by the end of the evening.