Damn those moments of clarity...

[basilmemories]

I just came to the realization that to apply for any sort of RP, or really anything that gets put up to voting; I will need someone to give me a kick in the rear to actually do it. The reason? I’m an effing coward it seems.

Case in point, my normal cfud app was trailing (because the funny wasn't mixing well with the IC) and out of the blue hits a character app that just makes me go, "oh Jesus. That’s on crack, I really shouldn't write that." and so I felt it was perfect, cut to now when I have a blank page before me and all I can think is, "it's going to suck; do I even know how to start this right? Nope, can't think of a good line now... *worry worry worry*" and it’s two-and-a-half hours before the deadline.

Clearly I need to stop having cynical friends, and get some sock puppets in here.

Comments

[sleepfighter.livejournal.com]

IF I CAN SEND IN SOMETHING I WROTE WHEN I WAS FEVERISH AND SLEEP DEPRIVED, YOU CAN DO THE SAME DAMN THING WOMAN.

[basilmemories]

SHIT MAN YOU SENT IT IN? WELL THEN, I HAVE NO EXCUSE. *writing now watch me fail*

[sleepfighter.livejournal.com]

S'RIGHT BITCH I DID SO SEND IT IN. SO NYAH. ALSO WATCH ME UPLOAD TIFA ICONS FROM ADVENT CHICKEN TO CHISAMES ACOUNT.

I SHOULD PROBABLY BE ASLEEP AND NOT ABUSING THE CAPS. WHY TEST WHY.

[basilmemories]

OH GREAT WATCH ME SUCK AND NOT GET THE THING SENT IN ON TIME. AND UNF~

THE CAPS LIKES IT AND WE ALL KNOW IT. IT'S A WHORE LIKE THAT. ICK TEST; HERE HAVE JAILBAIT MOKUBA, IT MAKES IT ALL BETTER.