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basilmemories) wrote2010-01-13 05:27 am
basilmemories) wrote2010-01-13 05:27 am
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At least I'll feel like I've done something
To do (for today):
-get papers and all library books packed
-bathe in some way that doesn't wake my mom up (this is unlikely)
-Organize shit and catch a bus to the city at 6:00am, hopefully not getting stuck in rush-hour traffic.
-head down to the native American health center and have them look at my tooth. Mention the constant taste of blood and ask about the costs of implants vs bridges. hope to fucking god that I only need a root canal. (possibly get more anti-biotics?)
-after appointment, talk to the people about assistance with getting medi-cal (because Marin County isn't going to help)
-head to the library and photocopy relevant portions of the books I need, pay library fines.
-head to local t-mobile store, pay bill.
-if I still have an appetite, find a place to eat.
-call people up to see if they want to hang out. (if you see this and you do, text or call me.)
-???
-no profit :(
-head home
-do laundry
-take out trashes
-rp or play video games.
Jesus man, I'm almost glad that I'm starting this shit at 4 in the morning.
In other, less list-form news, things have been interesting around here. I haven't posted because, well, each post ends up being far too long and I've just been feeling drained for some reason. Also I've more or less become nocturnal (other then last night, when I fell asleep at 8! ...Which would be great if that hadn't meant that I'd just been awake for about 30 hours doing work/chores/financial shit.) I'm hoping this will get me onto a more normal sleeping pattern, but I kinda doubt it. If they don't give me something for the tooth pain, the only way I get any sleep is IF I work myself into a state of exhaustion. Is it good for me? hell no, but at least it means that I've been learning a shitload of css and slowly getting to work on those projects of mine. One is far enough along that I might be making a open request for beta testers soon.
God let me tell you, I sort of love CSS. It still has its' moments of "WHY WON'T IT WOOOOOOORK hauhau" but those moments are more like me making a small coding mistake, unlike html which is like me trying to understand ancient Sumerian. Or it could be that I'm comparing it to ruby, which is always like a minefield of pain and torment. It's like that one xkcd comic, programming feels FUN, and seeing my ideas almost perfectly translate into whatever code I stick in gives me a warm fuzzy feeling. Things work when I tell them to work, so I learn more, and then that works too! It's a positive feedback loop that I wish more programing/web design languages would cause.
On the RP field I too want to essay like sleepfighter. But! I'm lazy and disjointed right now, so lemme sum up. I really don't know if I want to drop Kuhn or not. I love him! and I want to rp more in general! But even with the youtube videos up I just haven't been feeling the desire to canon review, and I know I need it. Looking back on his threads during the bat!drama makes me cringe, and even when I'm doing casual threads I feel like his voice is off. I've been trying to avoid sad things/drama with him ever since that clusterfuck about a year ago, and I think it's impacted how I play Zhores as well. I love zhores, I will never not love my dirty commie spylibrarian, but I know to drop threads with Turkey before he becomes just a character in a relationship, instead of doing other things too. But that also creates a problem, I want to post with Zhores, but I feel gulty because I haven't posted with Kuhn. I want to app other people, but I feel guilty because I don't play with Kuhn enough. I kindasorta want to post with Kuhn, but then I'd have to finish canon updating, and I really don't want to finish canon updating. But if I drop Kuhn then I will sadface forever, because it's both his time and not his time yet. CLEARLY I MAKE TOTAL SENSE.
Also I want to play in more games, but every prospective one is either a tabula rasa (which there's only one type of character I'd really want to play there, and none of them have soulpinged me in just the right way), or a generic "you are stuck in the city/house/prison/location/a giantess' shoe. WHAT WILL THESE PEOPLE DO IN THEIR NEW WORLD?!?!" games. I'm already in cfud, and while I'm not opposed to those kind of games, none of them really have the backstory that pings me. Well, some do, but they have really tiny casts and/or mods that seem to fail at life. In the end I'm still working on my own game, but it might be nice to be in another one just to pass the time.
Also if there's other people who play Absolute obedience characters, I would join their casts in a heartbeat, possibly with Louise.
Huh, CLEARLY I HAD AN ESSAY IN ME AFTER ALL.
-get papers and all library books packed
-bathe in some way that doesn't wake my mom up (this is unlikely)
-Organize shit and catch a bus to the city at 6:00am, hopefully not getting stuck in rush-hour traffic.
-head down to the native American health center and have them look at my tooth. Mention the constant taste of blood and ask about the costs of implants vs bridges. hope to fucking god that I only need a root canal. (possibly get more anti-biotics?)
-after appointment, talk to the people about assistance with getting medi-cal (because Marin County isn't going to help)
-head to the library and photocopy relevant portions of the books I need, pay library fines.
-head to local t-mobile store, pay bill.
-if I still have an appetite, find a place to eat.
-call people up to see if they want to hang out. (if you see this and you do, text or call me.)
-???
-no profit :(
-head home
-do laundry
-take out trashes
-rp or play video games.
Jesus man, I'm almost glad that I'm starting this shit at 4 in the morning.
In other, less list-form news, things have been interesting around here. I haven't posted because, well, each post ends up being far too long and I've just been feeling drained for some reason. Also I've more or less become nocturnal (other then last night, when I fell asleep at 8! ...Which would be great if that hadn't meant that I'd just been awake for about 30 hours doing work/chores/financial shit.) I'm hoping this will get me onto a more normal sleeping pattern, but I kinda doubt it. If they don't give me something for the tooth pain, the only way I get any sleep is IF I work myself into a state of exhaustion. Is it good for me? hell no, but at least it means that I've been learning a shitload of css and slowly getting to work on those projects of mine. One is far enough along that I might be making a open request for beta testers soon.
God let me tell you, I sort of love CSS. It still has its' moments of "WHY WON'T IT WOOOOOOORK hauhau" but those moments are more like me making a small coding mistake, unlike html which is like me trying to understand ancient Sumerian. Or it could be that I'm comparing it to ruby, which is always like a minefield of pain and torment. It's like that one xkcd comic, programming feels FUN, and seeing my ideas almost perfectly translate into whatever code I stick in gives me a warm fuzzy feeling. Things work when I tell them to work, so I learn more, and then that works too! It's a positive feedback loop that I wish more programing/web design languages would cause.
On the RP field I too want to essay like sleepfighter. But! I'm lazy and disjointed right now, so lemme sum up. I really don't know if I want to drop Kuhn or not. I love him! and I want to rp more in general! But even with the youtube videos up I just haven't been feeling the desire to canon review, and I know I need it. Looking back on his threads during the bat!drama makes me cringe, and even when I'm doing casual threads I feel like his voice is off. I've been trying to avoid sad things/drama with him ever since that clusterfuck about a year ago, and I think it's impacted how I play Zhores as well. I love zhores, I will never not love my dirty commie spylibrarian, but I know to drop threads with Turkey before he becomes just a character in a relationship, instead of doing other things too. But that also creates a problem, I want to post with Zhores, but I feel gulty because I haven't posted with Kuhn. I want to app other people, but I feel guilty because I don't play with Kuhn enough. I kindasorta want to post with Kuhn, but then I'd have to finish canon updating, and I really don't want to finish canon updating. But if I drop Kuhn then I will sadface forever, because it's both his time and not his time yet. CLEARLY I MAKE TOTAL SENSE.
Also I want to play in more games, but every prospective one is either a tabula rasa (which there's only one type of character I'd really want to play there, and none of them have soulpinged me in just the right way), or a generic "you are stuck in the city/house/prison/location/a giantess' shoe. WHAT WILL THESE PEOPLE DO IN THEIR NEW WORLD?!?!" games. I'm already in cfud, and while I'm not opposed to those kind of games, none of them really have the backstory that pings me. Well, some do, but they have really tiny casts and/or mods that seem to fail at life. In the end I'm still working on my own game, but it might be nice to be in another one just to pass the time.
Also if there's other people who play Absolute obedience characters, I would join their casts in a heartbeat, possibly with Louise.
Huh, CLEARLY I HAD AN ESSAY IN ME AFTER ALL.